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Friday, October 3

♥ ENGAGEMENT??!?!?!?!?!!!???!?!?!!!!!

it's only the 2nd day of raye. n i've a huge problem on hand now..i am partly happy but MOSTLY sad about it.. i bet hamid's even more stressed up than i am at this moment.
that's y he's at botak's place playing PS2.
GAWD..

reached hamid's house at ard 1.30 on the 2nd oct.
we were gonna go out to visit his dad's side of the family. so it's juz gona b me, him n his ibu.
juz like any other day at his house, things went on as usual.
then, when i was in the kitchen with his mom, she said..........


IBU: if there're no complications, i'll be going to ur house with granny, granddad n my hubby next year in february.

JANNAH: uhhhh....eh?


then, ibu walked out into her room to get ready. i was left there alone but i didnt think of anything..

THEN, when we were at the neighbour's house...


IBU: this is hamid's future fiance.

NEIGHBOUR: oh...where does she stay?

IBU: woodlands..if there're no complications next year feb will be the date.


i was super dumb founded lar...i mean, hamid didnt even discuss with me yet...
n my parents are even not aware of the plans..
AND dad is still not ready to accept hamid or let me lead my own life yet. he still wants me in the house. and the best part...I"M STILL SCHOOLING!

i dun mean to say that i'm unhappy. i AM happy. it is prolly something that i've always wanted. or rather, a surprise that i would have wanted from my beloved boyfie. BUT, given the situation about my dad, i juz dun think that things will turn out too well..
and feb's ONLY 4 months away!

and tomorrow hamid's dad is gona discuss further with the other of his family members regarding our engagement. ARGH!!!..

can someone pls help me out here!!!!!???

to hamid: i do love u. but an engagement is just too sudden. it would have been a wonderful surprise if things with my dad were better. i hope u udstand. i'd wana be with u more than anything else but i just think that the time is just not right...YET.

wait a few years more k dear..i won't run anywhere..=P

SERIOUSLY..

Last Updated @ 2:13 AM

xoxo, Y