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Tuesday, January 6

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FINALLY i get to c this woman named NADIRA.
haha! freak...it had been a hell of a time since i last saw or heard her.
geez...

well dear, i must say that today was like counselling for both of us.
no wait, maybe it was soul therapy. haha!
but it was no kidding vivacious spendin some worthwhile time wif u at JP.
even tho we were getting stares for sitting on the floor like banglas right opposite this shop named "ta zhiang". or sth like it. hehe..

n yeah..juz so u noe, ur suggestion of the choc waffles was a great idea..tho i cldnt make up my mind as to whether i wanted peanut butter or choc..haha!

dear nad,
stay on strong like u always do.
some people are juz not meant to share ur life.
these people are those sad F***s who can't appreciate what they've got n come up wif some ridiculously lame stories and deceptive lies to keep u astray from their actual intentions.
u still have everyone else who are definitely sincere in the relationship they've forged wif u to turn to.
love u ayte..

dear hamid,
i can't believe my eyes when i read ur msg.
how cn u not wana share ur sorrows wif me?
how many times have we had this convo juz to have u adamant wif ur stand?
i noe u love me n u noe i do love u too.
that's mutual n downright basic.
then, y this segregation?
in this manner, i fell like i'm only ur fair-weather fren whom u only want around during ur gd times.
u're not a hero.
u r independent, yes i noe.
but everyone needs someone to turn to.
so please, dun push me away in times of ur sorrow.
tho i noe i wont be much of a help at times, at least dun kp me in the dark and pretend everything's ok.
pretense is juz as good as lying. that means u're being dishonest wif me.
how cn i trust u when u're dishonest?
then, how cn a relationship move strong when the trust that's left is waning even further?
i have my own ego, no doubt. but everyone has it. u cant deny that.
so stop ur pretenses cos i c rite thru u.
udstd this pls.

Last Updated @ 1:27 AM

xoxo, Y