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Monday, February 16
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went to jemputan today. my parents were glad that it was a full family event.
whereby all of my siblings were present too.
it's so difficult to have a family outing together.
the elder siblings are always busy with our own schedules..school, work n frenz..
well, enjoyed today.
tried to take my mind off of him. but in vain.
it doesnt help that the invitations were at yew tee n cck.
was sooo hoping that i'll bump into him or something.
sheesh..i felt so drained.
anw, met a secondary school fren at cck mrt just now.
was talkin to him and as soon as i realised it, my family was way ahead.
haha..n so i asked him to take my number sine he was askin abt job offers.
sheesh..i had no idea that he's gona show interest in his msges.
kinda regretted the action of givin him my contact.
well, i tot he was gona be just talkin abt job offers and that's it.
adduiiii...
and i'm addicted to this song by kangen band. i even sent it to him on msn tho he's offline. hope he'll take a listen.
Doi - Kangen Band***
Namun sikapmu kini telah berubah
Membuatku resah dan serba salah
Kau berdiam diri membuat nadiku berhenti
Katakanlah hei kekasih
Coba kau pikirkan, coba kau renungkan
Apa yang kau inginkan telah aku lakukan
Coba kau pikirkan coba kau renungkan
Tanya bintang-bintang hanya kaulah yang ku sayang
Coba kau katakan apa yang kau inginkan
Apa yang kau butuhkan telah aku berikan
Coba kau katakan apa yang kau inginkan
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this part is totally for YOU.
i miss u. n i hope that what i'm doing is the right thing. maybe it's time that the tables are turned. it's ur turn to chase. if u loved me, n cared for me, u'll definitely find what u did stupid and apologise. i'm still waiting.
Last Updated @ 12:57 AM
xoxo,
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