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Thursday, February 26

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zul! i'm smelling hints of freedom!!!....
haha..yeah!

tmr's my last paper..then after that, exams be gone!

blondiesayang didnt go work today. lepaking at his fren's place.
n here i am. typing this blog out while trying to study n msn-ing wif blondiesayang and listening to my blog song. over n over again.

haha. i'm still surprised as to how come i'm wif him. lol.
he was totally not my type. yet in the end it was him. there must be a reason. n i believe the reason's good. thank you Allah, i am very grateful to have him in my life.
semoga panjang jodoh kita.amin. =)

anw, all seems fine n on par. n inatrysha is still not off his back i guess. haiz..
lantak die la. peah said that she's not worth the heart ache. cos in the end, i shud trust hamid n i noe how he is. however, she did say that 100% trust is impossible. so true bestie. very well said. n here's what i think.

trust is important for a relationship's survival. but 100% trust is just inviting trouble. it's always good to have a little room for suspicions ya noe. i'm not saying that i'm hoping for unwanted things to happen. but there has to be space for everything. it's more like something to back us up with.so that if anything ever happens *touchwood*, at least i wont feel silly for havin been fooled TOTALLY. that almost always happenED to me. haha. notice my past tense?..yeah..

anw, watched benjamin button on tuesday nite wif blondiesayang at CWP. the show actually made me feel grateful for having the very people in life that matters to me. it made me feel grateful to be growing older everyday with everyone else. even if it means extra wrinkles and a bigger bum in 20 yrs' time. LOL. but seriously, i am grateful for the life i've been leading for the past 20 yrs. i can't say i have no regrets. sorry i'm not like u sayang..haha.. i do have regrets but i try to make up for that by being better.

i love me!!!
as well as everyone else who are in my good books. =)

ok. gotta study.

Last Updated @ 4:16 PM

xoxo, Y